♒ I'm Alive and Kicking!! ♒

 

I don't know how to write fancy introduction, so I'm juz gonna skip to the (not-so)important parts. hehe.

When I woke up today,  I had a major tummy pain and had to walk around the house, crouching like a gorilla. I don't know what's the cause of it but I think this is God's punishment for me- yesterday my third sister had a major tummy pain and she had to walk around the house like a gorilla and I was laughing and teasing her, and now I know exactly how she feels.. oooOOOOoo


And I still have that annoying acne/pimple problems (!!!) even though I've been trying to put oatmeal on my face -as suggested by bubzbeauty on Youtube- and yet, they still won't go away! a few days ago, I had a pimple right on the center of my nose, and it's red and painful and it sorta make me look like a clown. Thank God it's healed now. Sadly, I think I shall still be fighting pimples until I reach 60.

Internet

Lots of things had happened in the past few months even though I'm just literally lying around doing nothing at home. We just had a major internet crisis a few days ago where we couldn't connect to the internet AT ALL. I think me and my sisters are gradually becoming crazy for that reason, since internet is our only source of entertainment, and I couldn't bear to watch 'great' shows on TV like Ana Lu'Lu or You Saka (...) because they are sooo 'great' that I think I'm gonna puke. I even took out my '100-years old and broken' ACER laptop to watch my super duper old videos. Sniff~ We were that desperate =_="

But luckily our internet problem has been resolved, and now they're as good as new! yayiyay! =D 

 My Catssss!!

When I left Malaysia a year ago, we only had 2 cats, now we have a new member! She's pretty, she's clean, she's the most adorable cat in my house and she hates me, verry verry much, hahahahaaha!

I think she hates me because I like to hug her reaaal tight and took her ugly pictures like this one:

Puhahaha.. omg, she's sooo totally gonna hate me for putting this up, oh well, you're too cute!! Nyaa~!

She also has an older brother, which I don't fancy much but he's quite unique too. He has the biggest face I ever see for a cat and he likes to look at me with eyes 3/4 open with his humongous nose, and he kinda reminds me of Doraemon. 

Raya

Yeah, so we're gonna celebrate Hari Raya in just a few days, but my family have the worst Raya preparation ever. I think it's mainly because everyone is busy doing their own thing.. my sister is busy with her trial exams, my other sister is busy with her university stuff, and my mom is busy helping her and I'm busy watching them being busy.

 Going back!!

I'll return to UK in around two weeks and.. IDK.. part of me want to continue my exciting adventures in UK and the other part just wanna stay home forever.I love being at home, I wasn't bored not even for a second. Home is the bestest place to be, right?

*Re-read my post*

O-m-g, this is terrible. It's all about me and Faiqah and Faiqah. WhatcanIdo...I just MISS the joy of blogging and telling random stuff and now I'm writing nonsense things, again.

Ah well, I supposed I should be wishing everyone "Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir Batin" now, right? But, nay.. that would be too Cliché.. lol..

 Juz kidding, 

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, Maaf Zahir Batin
 have a blast, everyone! ٩(̃-̮̮̃-)۶

Sperm Bank.

I don't like babies. No, I like babies, but babies hate me, lol. Sometimes I get annoyed when people (especially girls) get all freak out when they see a cute baby. What's the big deal?? Everyone is cute when they're babies. But although I'm evil and I look like I like to eat babies but I still want to have kids to look after me, and give me money when I'm old. Quite a selfish thought, but it's partly true..hehe.


I have a friend in Netherlands and we always talk through emails. I told her that I want to have children (in the future) but don't think that I want to have husband. I was really joking, I didn't mean that, obviously. 

Then she told me it's possible 0-o. She herself was made that way. She told me that her mother wanted a child but did not want to get married, so she asked her male friend to donate sperm and after some process in the hospital, her mother got pregnant and give birth to her. Sometimes she feels sad that she doesn't have a 'normal' family, but at least she knows that her mom really wants her and is willing to go to that length to have her.

I told her that it's not weird or wrong at all for people to do that. p/s: I have to take care her feelings. Love have no boundaries. Technically, the man is still her father and at least she got to see him once in a while and know him. It's better than having a random donor as your father. But, still, I think it might be a little awkward 0_0~

Well, I know the right way for us, Muslim, is to go for adoption instead of to the sperm bank and withdraw some sperms. Imagine if..let's say, 20 couples went to the bank and get the same sperms (from one man), so wouldn't it be that all the babies born will be half sisters and half brothers?? But childless couple in foreign countries wouldn't mind using this method as long as they can have their own babies.

Well, some people need to pay a very high price to get children and we know that a child is God's precious gift to us.... So..yeah. I really don't know any nice or perfect words to wrap up this entry.. this is pretty random =_='


k, take care^^

Life is sweet... with little bits of sour and bitter and everything!

nyan!

Omg, can't believe I'm currently lying around my house, doing nothing.. it's feel as if yesterday I was walking in the streets of UK.. and now, I'm back in Malaysia! It still feels like dream.. maybe because I've been dreaming about home too many times..haha

I don't know what am I going to do in this three months time. Working? Relaxing? Studying? erkk..

And yep, it's hard to believe but I started to miss UK already..what? honestly the only thing that I miss is the 17 degree Celsius weather.

I am a bit guilty for leaving my blog behind eversince I went back home,, though when I'm alone in my room in UK, this blog keeps me occupied. But I seriously have nothing to tell, my life is quite in a .. 'pause mode' for the moment. Nothing exciting happens. Guess you can say my life currently is really dull and boring but I like it that way^^. Just having time to spend with family at home is good enough for me, I don't need some reckless adventure at the moment, lol

And also because I'm using my sister's laptop for internet, well, you know when you're using somebody else's laptop, it kinda limits the things that you could do, if ya' get what I mean.

I've beeen watching too much anime, too much dramas and too much youtube till I got really fat. Ouch, just scratch the 'fat' word.. just forget that I ever call myself fat. (- . -")

Ahhh....I miss my friends but I'm too lazy to go online. I hope they'll understand ^-^

I'll try to write as often as I can, just for the sake of filling in the posts for July, August, September.. but, I doubt I would =P.

Lastly...

I notice there are too many sad posts from my friends on Facebook, Blogs ect, ect.. =(

All I can say is, this life is not perfect, it can't never be, for we are human. But it's the ONLY life that we have, so make the most out of it, don't waste it for stupid things. Let the past go, we don't live for it anymore, we live for this moment, and we live for the future.

errrr.. I hope this sentences make sense.. k, see ya!