Good-bye May Seem Forever.

I think I've already write enough stories about my bunny. I've already told the whole world  how much I love her, but I never get the chance to tell that to herself. I'm happy that you still live well and healthy in your new home. My mom told me that Poppy now has a partner and she recently gave birth but her babies died. I couldn't remember for what reason but I know she'll have a baby again someday. I can't tell how happy I am for her. Although I feel very sad for giving her away but I know she can live better at that place.

Poppy, I saw this video just now and it reminds me of you, it makes me really sad.

I love what Widdow Tweed said,

We met it seems, such a short time ago. You looked at me, needing me so. Yet from your sadness, our happiness grew. Then I found out, I need you, too. I remember how we used to play. I recall those rainy days, the fires glowed, that kept us warm. And now I find, we're both alone. Goodbye may seem forever, farewell is like the end. But in my heart's a memory, and there you'll always be.

You're always in my heart. You're my friend. Though we never speak to each other but you give me the happiest memory that none of other human ever give me. I feel so happy each time I hugged you. I hope when I visit you someday, you can still remember me. Goodbye may seem forever, farewell is like the end. But in my heart is a memory, and there you will always be.

My heart-breaking movies

I never cry when watching movies. I really, really want to watch a sad movie that can make me cry like a sucker, but I never find one. When the characters died, I supposed to be all sad but then I realized it's just an acting, and they aren't dead for real- so I feel happy instead. These are some of the movies that nearly make me cry, well I don't really cry, but I did get a pain in my heart after watching them~


10. Windstruck (2004)

The saddest part: When the heroin tells a story about a princess waiting for a her prince, to the hero. The sad background music is very saad! Nazihah cried a bucket watching this, but I didn't shed a single tear, lol!

8. Fiza (2000) & Devdas (2002)

Bollywood movies! The saddest part: Both heroes died at the end =(


9. Titanic (1997)

The saddest part: is the last part when grandma Rose went to sleep and she dreamed she went back to her younger days and reunite with Jack and everyone in the ship cheered for them.


7. Shrek the Movie (2001) & Lilo and Stitch (2002)

Shrek is the only animation movie that I love! The saddest part: When Dragon cried by the river because she miss Donkey, lol. But it's really sad, maybe because the background song played for that scene is really sad. Lilo and Stitch is sad too. The saddest part: when Stitch want to leave the house and Lilo didn't stop him like she didn't really care for him anymore.

5. Peter Pan (2003)

The saddest part: When Wendy decided to go home instead of living in Neverland with Peter and she let him off although she knows that she will never saw him again after that. Just sad.

6. Stand by Me (1986)

This is a really great movie, it's heart warming but heart breaking as well. The saddest part: At the end of the story when the narrator tells us what happened to his friends after they all grew up. One of them are married with four kids, one tried to be soldier but failed and went to jail for several years before ended up working in the town, and his best friend did managed to get out of the small town, went to college, became a lawyer but ended up dead after he was stabbed on his throat for trying to break up a fight. Oh wow.. what a life.

4. The Road (2009)/The Mist (2007)

The endings for these movies are just too cruel. Both are about a father trying to protect his son but ended up with one of them died at the end. The saddest part: Just when you think everything's gonna be alright at the end, suddenly one of them died and you just went nuts! Why? Why?


3. TaeGukGi (2004)

The best war movies, not even Saving Private Ryan can beat this! The saddest part: When they have to left their home and their dog behind because of the war, and when the brother died at the end.

2. Paulie (1998)

This is really sad movie. I remembered watching it when I was a kid. The saddest part: when Paulie finally meet his owner again after trying so hard for years to find his way home. But when they met, Paulie didn't recognized her anymore because she's a grown women now and he's heart-broken because he thought she was someone else. I just wanna scream, No Paulie, it's her! She just all grown up now!

1. I have no idea.

The saddest part: I don't know which movies that are sad enough to be put as number one. I've watch load of movies- well, not really that much- but never find a good one that really makes me cry. Well, I guess I'll continue to search~

p/s: I love watching movies too damn much!

Please, please, please.

I've been crying really hard tonight, I've been crying so much that my eyes sore, my head hurts and my heart is in so much pain. I'm crying because I can't believe how cruel,-us human can be.

It makes me sick watching the vid posted on Facebook just now, the one showing how they skinned animals for fur. Slapping their little head against the ground, stamping on them, ripped the skin of them while they're still alive. Omg, seriously?? How can you-so-called human do such thing?? How can people proudly wear fur on their bodies? To show how rich and cruel you are?

I-don't-understand-it-at-all???

Why are there so many vids showing cruelty to animals on Youtube and FB lately? I remember seeing the one; cat being burned alive and there's also this , Chinese girl killing rabbit and kitten videos, I don't know why these fagots dare to record them and showed it to the whole world; I supposed they get money out of it-

Have you seen the video where this girl killed a kitten by stepping on it with high-heeled shoes? -If only I can get my hands on that girl, I swear I'm gonna bloody kill her with my bare hands, how could you ever do that to poor animals, you skanky b*tch!!

And I also found this vid on Youtube, showing a bear dressed in a stupid clothes and forced to do tricks in a zoo.

We can see how hard it is for the bear to do the trick, and he got yelled by the trainer when he fell down. It broke my heart watching him picking up the wood after he fell and followed his trainer like scared little child. I cried everytime I watched this. And this is a ZOO for freaking sake! I can't imagine how animals living in circus are trained like. They are supposed to be running wild and free in the jungle, not locked in a cage, doing stupid shows,, so that us, human can watch and laugh and clap our hands like an idiot bastard.

There are hundreds of vid out there showing cruelty to animals and only a little are being exposed to us and there are sure to be a lot more animals suffering at the moments.


Maybe I look like I'm over reacted, but I can't stand animals being bullied and tortured. I can still bear with human being killed but not when animals are being killed. They have no voice, no power, nothing to protect them. They can't cried, but you can see how sad they are. It breaks my heart when I can't do anything to save not even one of them, I'm sorry that all I can say is, I'M SORRY.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry T_T

May all the animals that suffered and died rest in God's heaven

I'm sorry that this world is too cruel to you.