L, I want to Live.

my L

The story of L has long ended but I still think about him in my quiet thoughts.

After watching the last Death Note movie, I questioned his decision of writing his own name in Death Note. Why he did that?? Then I began to understand, it's to make sure that Kira won't be able to kill him- at least in one month time- so he will have that time to reveal Kira's true identity.

Then, I began wondering... how it feels like to choose your own time of death?

You know you're going to die in one month and you accept it and wait for it patiently.
and when the time almost come, suddenly you feels like... there are still lots of thing you want to do
and you're just not ready.

I remember this scene in the last movie, where L walks away alone,,

and he says; "God, I want to live... a little bit longer." and smiles..

and my heart just breaks. :,(

can we ever be ready... to die?