I'm soo rich, yet I'm soo poor!

just counting the money...

haha.. this is real 'pound' money, guys... bukan duit Saidina atau duit monopoli ye..I arranged them on the floor to make it easier to count. The total is £1645 which is equal to roughly, RM 8225. That is a hell lot of money! well, at least for me..

but I've to pay the room rent, which is £1421.76 !!

my money.. sob sob..

only a hundred and something left for me.. wuwuu.. and I still need to pay for the second payment next year..which is £1600+.. omg.. what am I gonna eat by that time?? we won't receive the next allowance until next year...wuuwuu.. and that's another several months to come!

That's why I'm soo down in Mr. Rupert's class just now.. (sad about money???) cuz I'll be giving my baby away.. mummy loves you, money!

Technically, this is not my money.. it's the government money anyway.. but I love them so much, dah anggap macam duit sendiri dah..hahaha

..................

so rich, yet so poor...

Oh, What a night....

it's 3 a.m and I'm writing a blog post...

Today, I only got one class, 11-1 pm,
and I planned to meet Charlotte afterward,
but I fell asleep instead,
hahaha, that's what happen when you go back to your room.^^
So, I've slept for 4 hours in the evening!
and I only woke up when I heard the loud music from downstairs
yo, DJ, thanks for waking me up!

I'm so lonely, and boring!
So, I was thinking about going to Bateson to meet Intan
but I went outside and it was raining...T_T
and then, I went to my room..
not hungry or thirsty, but I cook maggi.. and drink Diet Coke
hah! and I'm trying soo hard to NOT put on weight..lol

tonight, it seems so quite and peaceful..
it's almost 12 pm..
Stopped watching Tv on Freewire
went to the bathroom to wash my face and brush my teeth..
want to solat Isyak..
baru nak 'Allahhu Akbar..'

[ kringgggggg.....................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

oh my God..
does it has to be now???

I continue my prayer..
cause I know the chances of it to be a real fire is like 0.01%
outside, people were noisy with curses and swearing..
shut up. if you don't wanna go downstairs, just bear with the sound lor..
after I've finished praying,
grabbed my sweater, and wear my tudung..
wandered around my corridor, empty.. guess everyone had left the building...
and then the sound stop, ah, lucky lucky!
I hurried back to my room.
who wants to go outside in the cold, raining night?? bahaha.. suckers!

I think because the fire drill has 'woken up'
everyone, they .. just couldn't sleep anymore.
so, they decide to have a party!


and they also made me, unable to sleep too...
great, I have class tomorrow morning, you wise people!

omg.. so noisy!!
and then I heard a funny noises..
okay, it's 18sx thingy.. sorry readers..
gosh, these people are too much!
and there was shouting, laughing, singing,
and someone was doing a 'gymnastic' in the hallway..
'cause I can feel my walls are shaking like they're about to fall over..
Stop!!!

what a night~
thank God I had that four hour sleep in the evening...

My corridor mates and my Secret Mission...

Seronoknya Bateson flat!

Hello peeps! So, I went to Intan's flat yesterday and met some of her flatmates. They are so awesome! Omg, lucky,lucky! Intan is so lucky to have such friendly flatmates! I just realize that I need to start knowing my 'corridor' mates too... yang seblom ni bukan main duk kutuk..heee

Strategi~

So, apa strategi Faiqah?? okay, this is the plan. I'll go downstairs and bought a Pepsi, and then I'll drink half of it and just walk into the kitchen (where they usually chillin out), pretending like I'm putting the Pepsi into the fridge, and saw them and I'll acting all bubbly; Hello??? wassup guys??? How'd ya doin, mates!! (oh x delah,, mereng sangat ni..).

Why?

The purpose of me doing this is because (bukan ak teringin sgt pon nk kawan dgn geng2 org putih ni...) I just need to get a good impression.

.......

Okay, ak tau apa yang korang pikir, >what???, does it matter?? hello, of course la it matter! ingat x ak yg paling senior dlm hall ni? (kes daftar awal seminggu) and I've been hiding like a scared dog in my room cause I'm paranoid with strangers. . memang sedih la hidup I, hari2 duk cakap dengan laptop, dengan dinding, laptop, dinding...sampai bila beta nak hidup cmni?? lagi berbulan-bulan ak nak duk dalam Harry Law ni.. keluar2 jadik gila kang!

the story,

so, nak tak nak, I need to go out and mingle!! So far I jumpa diorang kat dapur time nak ambik susu dan letak susu je.. (terpaksa sebab nanti basi kalo letak dalam bilik). I went in and they were like,


and I was like "erk..hello, hello" sambil tersenyum yang sangat awkward (bleh..=P)

masuk bilik mesti terguling-guling sebab ak malu dengan diri sendiri...

and and and.. I don't want them to think that, I'm a muslim girl, so I dont wanna mix with them..Haraaammm! eii, banyak la ko punya haram.. don't judge the people by it's tudung tau!
x mau la biar diorang ada tanggapan negatif kat orang Islam, sombong la, x bergaul la.. pehh.. respect gila kat niat suci murni Faiqah ni... hoho

pastu.. ya memang ak betul2 buat la step demi step tu.. turun bawah, beli coke..bla2.. smpai kat dapur, ak pon buat la introduction ak, "Hai, orang kampung, ak mau memperkenalkan diri sendiri..!!" lebih kurang la.. cuma dalam bahasa inggeris jer..and they were like

hee.. ak pon sama jugak ler... sengih jer..
diorang bagitau nama masing2.. tapi lepas 3 saat terus ak lupa semuanya... nama ak lagi la.. belum bagitau lagi pon diorang dah lupa.. ah, biasala nama exotic..
brape kali nak bagitau??? faiqah faiqah faiqah!!!!

............................ to be continued..

That's so Faiqah!

Hello.. hahaha.. xde kerja dok berblogging ja.. tapi ak sangat boring.. kat luar plak suhu sejuk macam ape.. huhu.. terpaksa la berkurung dalam bilik.. so, today is Saturday! apa Faiqah buat hari ni?? ala, Faiqah x buat ape pon.. Faiqah bangun pukul 9 pagi, tapi ambik masa 3 jam nak mandi..ha3.. sejuk punya pasal.. lepas tu, dah siap mandi, ingat nak kluar pergi Tesco, beli stok makanan.. ak memang x ada stok makanan pon, yang ada skang cuma Maggi, cili, biskut raya dengan beras.. sebab tu, ak pergi kelas pagi2 dengan perut kosong, mana lah sempat nak masak pagi2.. amboi, ayat macam suri rumah.. xkan la I nak makan beras pulak wat breakfast kan?..ha3.. lepas tu ak pergi la bilik Kas dengan harapan dia juga dah bersiap2 nak kluar.. tp alamak, Kas baru siap mandi.. so, ak pon x mo ganggu dia, kluar la sorang2..

Suhu dingin gila kat luar, ditambah pulak dengan angin yang tak reti2 bahasa.. tadi ak intai kat tingkap macam cerah jer.. ah, redah jelah.. dah la ak ni demam semalam..

brrr...


yay, sebuta-buta jalan mcm ak ni, jumpa gak Tesco! actually seblom kuar ak dah tafsir peta siap2..haha.. ak pon beli la.. cereal 2 kotak, and milk and chocolate squeeze.. ak rasa ak la pelanggan yg beli paling sikit barang, orang lain, mak oii.. beli barang macam nak bukak kedai runcit kat rumah..

lepas tu, apa Faiqah buat yep?? oo.. hari ni ada pasar.. yippee.. lalu Faiqah pon tercari2 strawberry 80 pence yang famous tu... cari2 xde la plak yg 80 pence, yg 70 pence adalah.. banyak gila strawberry tersusun rapi di rak2 pasar...

tengah pikir2 nak ambik yang mana, tetiba ak disapa suara serak2 basah, "Can I help you?"
ak angkat muka, Arghh!! apsal muka pak cik jual strawberry ni macam lanun jer??? terkezut ak!
gara-gara terkejut, ak pon tersasul, "this one!" "Alright Darling.." ah, x yah la nk berdaling-daling dengan ak, sogan eden.. tengok-tengok balik strawberry yg ak terpilih tu x elok sangat, banyak yg lembik.. ni semua pak cik lanun tu punya pasal, kalo x mesti ak dah pilih yg lebih elok sket..waa!

On the way balik, jumpa Intan dgn sorang flatmate dia. ak tnya Intan nk gi mane, dia cakap dia nak pergi beli barang tapi dia kena gi dgn flatmate dia sbb barang yg nak dibeli itu, hanya dijual kepada orang 21 tahun ke atas saja.. hah, Intan nak beli dadah ke apa ni??? ow.. rupanya pisau.. alahai, banyak la plak syarat2nya kalau nak beli pisau kat sini.. cuba kalau ak yang nak beli.. sampai sudah orang tu x kasi.. "xleh main dengan pisau,adik.. bahaya" hah, banyak la ko punya adik, terajang kang!

ak pon kena beli pisau gak la.. or at least gunting.. skang apa pon x dak.. so, macam mana ak bukak plastik2 makanan? guna cara paling primitif, iaitu gigi dan kuku aje..haa, 'sadis' x ak nih..

sampai2 Harry Law, ak terserempak dengan Pak Zulkarnain.. aii..baru bangun ka pak cik? ak dah jalan sampai Tesco dah.. dia tanya ak kluar sorang ke? ishh, nak menipu pon x boleh, dah terang2 nampak plastik Tesco yang tersergam indah kat tangan ni.. yelah, ak kluar sorang, so? xde ape2 pon.. hidup jer lagi...ko jer yang paranoid lebih2.. semalam pon sama gak, dia nampak ak kluar Park Building sorang2, dia lecture lak kat ak, nape jalan sorang2, tunggu la org lain.. eii, Harry Law bukannya jauh pon.. daripada ak tunggu orang lain, ak jalan sendiri pon dah sampai bilik.. dia cakap dia and the gang nak pi Fresher Fare.. ha.. pergi la korang, ak nak balik bilik.. tapi semalam ak sakit tekak, so, ak pergi la cari Strepsil,, nak kena pusing satu guildhall gak baru jumpa...

2 pound.. memang mahal ke benda ni?? tetiba ak terserempak balik dengan Ain and the gang.. ala.. malunya ak.. tadi bukan main beria nak balik bilik, tup2 duk merayau lagi sorang2..hahaha.. asyik kantoii ja ak ni...aduh

hah!! ak pon nak marah gak dengan dia.. oo mentang2 la ak x share bajet belanjawan makan kat Trafalgar tu, korang kluar malam2 x nak ajak ak dah yer.. memang la ak malas nak makan malam.. tapi ak nak ikut jugak kalo korang nak lepak2 kat Trafalgar.. tapi bila dipikir kan balik, kalo diorang x ajak pon ak boleh keluar la! ha... inilah rahsia Faiqah, dia pernah kluar senyap2 satu malam dan memerhatikan suasana malam kat Guildhall.. wow.. memang berbeza dgn waktu siangnya... happening gila beb.. patut la mat2 salleh ni asyik2 nak kuar malam, berparti..okeih2.. memang bahaya utk anak2 gadis, nak2 yang kecik dan innocent cam Faiqah ni kluar malam2.. lepas ni janji x buat lagi..^_^

adik-adik jangan tiru Kak Faiqah yep.. Kak Faiqah memang x reti2 nak dengar nasihat orang.. suka merayau sorang-sorang.. hek eleh, kalau ak ajak ko pon, x kan ko sudi nak jalan2 dengan ak.. semua ada 'gangstarz' masing2.. sob2.. biarlah ak bersendiri aja.. pehh.. ayat macam mintak penampar aje..hahaha

Oppss, tadi pergi rumah terbuka senior.. Alhamdulillah.. baru hari ni merasa makan nasik waktu tengahari.. kalo x memang dah confirm makan cereals, susu dan strawberry cicah coklat ja tengahari ni.. heh.. bunyi memang cam mewah gila.. tapi kalo kat UK, tu makanan orang miskin ja tu, cik oii.. apapun...trimas banyak2 kat kak2 Senior yg sudi menaja makan tengahari kami...he3.. sedap sangat2..

sebelum Faiqah balik, barulah teringat dia kena cash kan Travellers check, kalo x memang kena halau dari Harry Law ni sbb x bayar sewa..haha.. time nak kuarkan Traveller's check yang tiba2 x mau kuar dari bag ni, Faiqah secara tak sengaja terkoyakkan Traveller's check punya sampul. Sampul ya kawan2.. kalo yg terkoyak tu Traveller's check itu sendiri, memang Faiqah pitam saat itu juga..

oh.. shiiiiiiit.. oppss.. spontan lak Faiqah ter'curse' depan mak cik tu.. terkezut mak cik.. eh2.. sorry2, saya bukan slalu cakap macam ni, ye.. maybe sebab time tu terlampau kecewa dengan kelembaban dan kecuaian diri ni...apapun.. memang tebal gila duit pound yang dapat dari Mak cik itu..ha3.. jadi orang kaya sekejap.. sekejap aje, lepas bayar hall tu.. memang jadik papa kedana balik..huhuhu

Lepas tu, selamat tiba ke Harry Law yang tercinta.. bukak pintu jer, uwekk.. apa bau macam2 ada dalam ni.. bila dipikir2 balik, Faiqah memang belum buang sampah sarap pon lagi sejak datang sini.. semua sampah ada lagi dalam bilik ni.. nak tak nak, kena la angkut plastik2 sampah yg banyak ni ke luar.. cehh.. semangat nak pi buang sampah ni.. tetiba baru terlintas, eh, tong sampah kat mane? Ain cakap ada kat underground.. ahh, x pasal2 ak nak kena masuk bawah tanah semata-mata nak buang sampah.. Faiqah pon tinggalkan aje kat tepi satu tong sampah kecik yg dah out of order, dah penuh.. he3.. bukan malas sgt pon nak masuk underground tapi tetiba ada orang lak kat situ.. ah, xpelah.. I leave it to you, mak cik cleaner! (dan terus blah cepat2..)

So, that's what happened today.. macam-macam jadi kan? and what will happen tomorrow?..idk

mengarut aje ak nih.. ishk2..

Lesson of life...

After ten days living in UK.

Have I learned anything??
You 'betcha!

I learn to walk as fast as I could, especially in crowded place,
I learn to never stop in the middle of the road and block other people's way,
I learn to say 'Hi' and 'Goodbye' to every cashier I met,
I learn to say 'Sorry', 'excuse me', 'please', and 'thank you', everytime I speak,
I learn to always hold the door for other people and thanked those who hold the door for me,
I learn to always smile when walking outside,
I learn to read maps, I learn to ask for direction,
I learn to always speak up when I need to,
I learn that being quite is not going to work out here.

I learn to always be alert with the weather,
So, I won't going out wearing thick coat on sunny day or wearing just t-shirt on windy day!!

I learn to manage my own life, my own time, my own expenses,
I learn to hunt for the cheapest things in supermarket,
I learn to make full use of discount and coupons,
I learn that every penny is valuable here,

I learn that I have my own timetable,

I learn that I have to find my own classroom,
I learn that everyone working in the university
is always more than willing to help me.



I learn to appreciate sunshine here
I learn to spend time at the beach, at the park, whenever possible,
before it gets too cold and I couldn't go anywhere



I learn to be tolerate with people,
I learn to understand their cultures and their own ways of seeing things,
I learn that it's safe to go outside at night,
as long as you don't make an eye contact with strangers and drunk people,



I learn to live together with other people around me.. (well, almost)
I learn to not being judgmental,
I learn that people with tattoos and piercings isn't necessarily bad..


hey..

I learn how to survive!

It's just about 10 days living in UK and I've learned so much.. more lesson of life coming after this!

Little cuties in Victoria Park...

Today,
me and Wani went to Victoria Park,
it's just somewhere around Guild Hall,
but I've never been there before.
it's a very lovely and calming place,
I like it very much!
can't believe I never knew about this place before
from now on,
I'm soo gonna go there, like, everyday!



ah, seronoknya jalan2..



Playground dia yg best..



Oppss... accident, hot chocolate tertumpah.. lps tu ade sorg budak kecik Afrika ni datang kat kitaorg bagitau, "sorry, but you can't bring drinks inside, cuz people ..blah3.. x paham dah lepas tu.. eii, budak ni, wat2 pandai plak, pi main jauh2 tu.. lempang kang..hahaha

iippss! kat situ ada tikus besarr tau, comel kan??



comelnya!! dia nak gigit kitaorang..hahaha, baik betul



wat muka heran lak..hahaha.. tarik misai tu baru tau..



alamak comelnye!!!!!! ak suka hairstyle tikus ni!



makan2.. sampai gemuk..muahh!



tengok yg ni.. eii.. comelnya coat dia!



yang ni lagila... rockers habih!



grrrr...



arnab pon ade.... gemuk!



semua malas nk kluar.. penat panggil, wat dek jer..



flowers again...





up-close..hahaha



wani pon x mau kalah..



red, pink, yellow, white.. just name it!

yg ni xda motif.. sesaje..

ahh.. best2... esok pergi lagi, jom?

Are you really a lesbian?

hey Harry.
nape penduduk kau ni pelik2 sangat?

Semalam cam biasa, Zul ajak ak pergi Trafalgar, makan.
Ak memang x terasa nk makan pon tp ak memang nk kluar malam tu,
ak bosan, bosan dan sangat BOSAN
duk dalam bilik sorang2..
kat luar plak bunyi macam meriah gila..
dengan music beats rentak disko nya..
nak jugak tengok ada event apa kat luar...

Zul skali lagi kena naik bilik ak..
sori la, ak mmg nk turun tapi ak tunggu biar btul2 xde org dulu.. baru ak berani kluar
tetiba dia cakap kt ak,
"oi, aras ko ni banyak lesbo"
"ah? lesbo? mcm mane ko tau?"
sbb sblom tu ak mmg terdengar ada sorang laki and pompuan ni, duk berbual kat luar bilik ak,
ak x brapa paham sgt, tp ak terdengar perkataan2 "lesbian" tu..

Zul cakap, pintu bilik depan ak tu penuh dgn tulisan "lesbian", "lesbo" ect2..
biar betul..
kami terpaksa ikut jalan jauh sebab ada org melepak kat tepi2 bilik,
sampai org lain x leh nak lalu,
petang tadi pon ak kena naik ikut jalan lain sebab diorang duk bersila atas lantai, sembang..
dari petang sampai malam kot, duk bersembang.. ishk2..

kami balik lewat tadi,
kul 10.40 mlm baru kluar dari Trafalgar
waktu tu, orang semua nak kluar pergi club..
turun lif dgn diorang.. o my God..
x pernah ak tgk org seksi2 cam tu..
ak yg berlapis2 pakai ni pon terketaq2 gigi.. x sejuk ke pompuan!?
gedik cam ape.. nyampah ak tengok..

Balik Harry Law pon ramai yang ready nak pergi clubbing..
ah, lantak koranglah..

tapi ak sampai kat bilik jer
terkejut gila ak..
bilik depan ak tu ada tulis, "Lesbian Tw*t"
lepas tu, ada orang letak sticky notes bawah pintu ak..

"open 24 hours a day"
"2 knocks for s*x"
"AIDS bank"
"I love chicks with d*ck"

wei.. apa ni?.. nape pintu ak?? kang x pasal2 orang ingat ak plak yg lesbian!
T_T

*********

dear Harry,
mintak2 la ini cuma 'prank' semata-mata..
kalau orang depan ak tu betul2 lesbian...
mampusla ak x kluar malam dah lepas ni..

hai bumi UK, cantik dgn keindahan alam semula jadi..
tapi manusianya macam ape...

It's Party Time, baby!

Party, Party, Party!

. . .


Satu hari bila ak balik ke billik,
ak ternampak skeping flyer yg diorang letak bawah pintu ak
ambik la.. apa ni? ak dah x larat nk baca booklets yg berlambak2
ye la.. semua pakat nk promote service kt student baru cm kitaorg ni..

owh, rupanya jemputan ke party..
tsk, tsk.. x sangka ak pon dijemput jugak..terharu..wowoo..
heh, xdelah.. mcm la ak bleh pergi!

cantik flyer ni.. simpan la bleh wat kraftangan..

tengok la senarai minuman dia..

Double Monster Vodka, 2.25 pound.. mahal siot! baik ak beli hot chocolate, baru 2.15 pound..he3, ak gurau jer.. ak tau la vodka tu ape..huhuhu..

Semalam, Zul ajak ak makan kt Trafalgar Hall..
kitaorg dah develop satu sistem utk mmastikan
budak Harry Law dpt makan mlm yg berkhasiat,
haha,, jadi budak2 Trafalgar akan masak dan kitaorg just bayar dan makan~

So, ak pon suruh la dia jemput ak kt bilik,
walhal bilik dia cuma bawah bilik ak jer..hah, mengada!
so, 7.25 mlm dia datang dan sebaik saja kami nk blah, tetiba jiran sebelah bilik ak bukak pintu..

hohoho.. inilah first time ak tengok jiran ak..
org UK gak kot..
x sangka plak selama ni ak duk berjiran dgn orang hensem!
tapi dia ingat Zul pulak jiran dia!
syok gila plak tu depa 2 org dok bersembang..
macam dah lama kenal...ceit!

sejak ak duk Portsmouth,
inilah first time ak keluar time malam
seram sejuk beb,, sbb takut dan sangat sejuk! brrr..
ak dapat rasa gigi ak bergiggigigiil...

jalan plak dgn Zul dan Azril
selamba jer hisap rokok..
kalo org tgk ak jalan dgn samseng 2 org ni, tak ke tercalar imej budak baik ak..huhuhu..

pas makan,
Zul bagitau dia nk pi Fresher Party tu..
ak kata, aii biaq betul bdk ni..
dia siap ambik wristband yg jadik pass utk pi party tu..
bkn dia aje, Shahril, Firdaus pon ikot sama..
Azril plak x leh pi sbb dia x tau pasal wristband tu
tu yg dia cam sedih jer smlm.. haha

sebelum diorang pi, kami jalan sama2 balik ke Harry Law,
time tu mat2 and mek2 salleh semua kluar
nak berPARTY la katakan..
pakaian deme x yah cakaplah..
nak2 yang pompuan..
cuci mata habis beb!
oo.. patut la beria nk pi...

after the party..

ak keluar dari Hall pagi tadi utk pergi ke kelas
dan jalan tu kotor macam apa
sampah sarap merata-rata
baju orang pon ade kat tgh2 jalan..
oh well..