Saturday, April 20, 2013


I secretly wish for a night with my girl friends, ordering pizza, and buy lots of junk food, watch horror movies on the big screen, or actions or silly comedy would be fine too, talking about boys and life and dress we're gonna wear for the ball, spread the duvet on the floor and just lying in our PJs and with a face mask on, or we can sing and I'll play the guitar, just a night to chill without worrying about anything. orrr mybe i'm too old for this kind of sleepover but well, better than never?

sangat la x islamik hah.

Thursday, April 18, 2013

At the moment.

Assalamualaikum wbt...

It's been ages I know, I miss you blog. that's what I've been saying again and again but I never make any effort to write something here.. at least once a week. haha, lazy or just..
 hesitate to write?

blogging has been something so intimidating for me to do.
people can be so judgmental and I don't feel free to write here anymore.

do i have any options? private? delete? like lots of my friends have done to theirs? 

nah.. I don't intend to do that. at least not for now.

It's actually 4.02 am at the moment. And I slept at 11.30 pm and I woke up at around 2.30 am and couldn't sleep after that cuz I am soooo HUNGRY! and I just can't eat because I'm starting to get fat now.
My sleep time is like a complete mess at the moment and I just sleep at the most randomest time but since I don't have to go to classes anymore so I don't have to worry about falling asleep n late to class ect, ect. which is a super good thing for sleepyhead like me ^___^

We're all (and by WE, i mean me and my classmates and pretty much all the final year students in UK) so, We're all working our butt off for our dissertation. But i would like to thank those who generously spend their time answering my questionnaires and stuff,, i love you all!! ^^

there's about a week or so left before the submission date, so I'm not sure if that's supposed to make me feel happy or sad or just plain crazy.

my supervisor, Linda has just fly (by the plane, of course) to Malaysia and I'm all by my own now. .. but.... hope my dissy will turn out to be just fine..aaminn.. i'm not putting any expectation just hoping that i can finish it on time and I'm satisfied with it.

and after dissy submission, there are still few assignments to go, and exams.. so, pretty busy days ahead.
and also I'll be spending the last few months in UK.. well, i'll think about this later..

last but not least.

I am having a cold war with this person . again.
if by any chance YOU read this.
i just wanna say; (omg, marry me marry me marry me me*^%*^*^)
"please!!! Stop it. I'm tired!"

☼ ☀ ☁ ☂ ☃