^Balik Kampong 2012^

The first ever Malaysian Night in Portsmouth!

This is something we (all the Malaysian students in Portsmouth uni) have been working on on the past two weeks, yeah, it's almost two weeks now, I can only talk about this now since I'm busy with assignments ever since. haish~

we have a short play, we have traditional dances, we have singing performance, traditional food.. it was fun, real fun!

Place: New Theater Royal

posters

personalized tickets... lawa sgt!

inside Theater Royal.. mmg mewah ..

bfore the show

kurik kundi dance

Chinese dance

Indian dance

singing performance

play

 

 

 The music and technician teams I've been working with.. :)

(btw, tu bkn Tok Imam masjid Portsmouth or anything, mekap jer tu..)

we worked on the top of the theater.. serious gayat!

 

sapa yg buat kuih2 ni.. sedap gila!

our lecturers eating Nasi Lemak

kredit pics:Facebook

 yay, success! ^^

It was really fun, really memorable experience.. having to spend some time doing things out of our everyday tasks.. meet new people, meet the juniors, learn new things, introduce our cultures to people of Portsmouth...
a medicine to our home-sickness...
oh God... I won't forget this moment =))

Price.

Sy agak bengang apabila time saya semangat nak bagi present kt someone, and orang itu pun menolak dengan alasan "Eh, xyah la susah2.." "Xpelah, nanti susahkan awk plak", "Sy x mahu la, xpe.."

omg, kalau Faiqah nak bagi awak hadiah, accept it! >_<

I don't usually gave present to someone (especially for no particular reasons), but when I do, you know you're special. And when I'm willing to sacrifice my time/money/energy to get the present for you, then you know you're even more special =)

Dan satu lagi yang buat saya bengang, bila saya nak call someone, dan orang itu menolak dengan alasan
" xyah la call, msg jer.. mahal kot call dari UK.." "eh, awk ni call dari UK x mahal ke bil telefon nnti? " bla bla bla.. omg, annoying-nya!

hey, idiot!

...I rarely call anybody just to chat, when I do call you, you know you're special. =)
And if I'm willing to sacrifice my pounds and penny, my study time, and my energy ....just to listen to you nagging... you should know you're even moreeee special to me.

It's okay if I look stupid,who cares? i don't mind.


I always believe everything comes with a price.
if you wanna something, you have to pay for it,

either with money, time, effort, love, attention.. etc etc

I love to make every important person in my life , feels happy.
i love to make them smile, i really do,
that's why you should never ever question me or decline me.

just some silly insignificant post..
I'm just waiting to go out to theater practice,
if i don't write, i'm gonna collapse on my bed sleeping...zzzz so tired!!

a proposal.

I'm 5 days late, wuuu..

"There is a popular tradition in UK that a woman may propose marriage to a man on February 29. If the man refuses, he then is obligated to give the woman money or buy her a dress. In upper-class societies in Europe, if the man refuses marriage, he then must purchase 12 pairs of gloves for the woman, suggesting that the gloves are to hide the woman's embarrassment of not having an engagement ring. (lol)"
(sourse: wiki)

As soon as we found out about this tradition- woman can propose to a man on a leap day and more likely won't be rejected- my friends and I started to aim on any cute boys on the street to propose....not! =P

 ...............

Okay, so we were just being girls and were fascinated by the idea and my friend keep asking me,"Faiqah, who are you going to propose?" and I said,"What? me propose? heck no!"

........but I ran home as fast as I could after class to propose to somebody, hehehehe

But then as soon as I reached my room, my sister send me a message saying that she wants to Skype with me, alright.. so I opened Skype and told her that I wanna call somebody.

 Hello

 Hello

 Tau x hari ni hari apa?

Hari ni 29 Februari 2012...

 Tau x hari ni, kalau ikut tradisi kat UK, pompuan boleh propose lelaki..

 ooo..

  hmm.. ok, tu jer nak cakap.

( my sister who's watching through Skype dah gelak2)

Jadi ni nak propose saya la ni? Terharunya saya..

X ah, awak tu bukan org UK, ni utk org UK jer.. :P ...ok, bye!


LOL...
  so I did - did something memorable last 29th February, I try to propose a guy, well, kinda.
people say you should do something extraordinary that day, something that you won't do everyday, so I guess that would do, hihi.

29th Feb 2012. I'm 22, teasing a guy to marry me.
29th Feb 2016. I'm 26, hoping to be somebody's wife.
(kikiki,, kalau dunia masih ada n nyawa masih ada dan jodoh ada, insya-Allah)


I just don't really care anymore,
juzz go with the flow,
kalau ada, adalah, kalau xde, xpe.. hehehe

Menyerahkan urusan hidup kepada Sang Pencipta
Kerana Dia yang tahu apa yang terbaik untuk diri ini ^__^

Winter is over!

 no more pain, no more tears...

cuz Spring is here!! 

 

 

  

and my friend is still with his yellow slipper, lol

cuaca elok,

elaun dah masuk,

tapi sy plak jatuh sakit.. T_T

xpe2.. sembuh nanti, I wanna go window shopping! yeay =))

Budak pelik.~(◐.̃◐)~

One day in Park Building.. I found someone dressed so weird that I need to take a picture..

 

 

hiding when his pics taken..

 

hahaha.. the only weird thing is he wore thick winter jacket with err.. a pair of yellow slippers.. apa tema dia ni? winter+summer? lolz,,

p/s: saya x de FB skang.. so terpaksa malukan mamat ni kt blog.. hahaha

Friday morning.

Today, it's Friday.

I woke up early in the morning because I got class at 9 am, in St. George. It's quite far than usual Park Building. I hate to walk there cuz of the traffic. I'm so sleepy, I thought I wanna skip this class. ahhhhhh!! woof woof~ I want to sleep~~

So, lazily woke up, dress up, eat breakfast, and crap, I'm already late.

But then nobody in my house was preparing to go to class at that hour.

Went to Sanak's room and saw her lying on the bed.
then she told me the saddest thing ever.
There's no class today, we already have that class on Wednesday.

but why it's written in the timetable?????
why I don't understand my own Timetable???
Why I didn't realize that I have no classes on Friday?

Friday is my holiday, yay!!

okay, now since I've woke up and can't sleep back,
i don;t know what to do for the rest of the day.

Cold.

Have you ever experienced coldness so cold that you feel like-- your fingers are going to break and shatter like glasses?

I just had one today. It's as painful as it sounds. =P

So cold that the air seems so sharp, it rips my skins apart.
Everyday I'll walk to class in tears, 'cause the wind hurt my eyes. T_T
My feet turns blue; so are my lips.

Everytime I tell my family or friends in Malaysia about how cold I am here,
they'll just smile and laugh and say how lucky, Malaysia panas etc ect...
oh, If only you knew that I'm in constant pain everyday.

how I miss the summer warmth!!
How I miss being able to move around freely.
How I miss going out in a single layer of clothes.


well, you'll never appreciate anything till they're gone.



It's still not snowing in Portsmouth though the temp used to be as low as -8
Hell, who cares about snow anyway, I just want the winter to be over.. I wanna be free again!

Saya penat =(

Baru 2 minggu start belajar,  ak sudah separuh mati hidup dengan jadual baru...

 maybe cuz this is my first time going to classes at 9 everyday..
Nobody wants to go out at 9 in the morning.  Not in winter!
it's always negative something out there -the weather. mm..really bad.

and I have to go through the cold air everyday walking to class..

I'm tired.. bored..

You know what I miss most ?

I miss M!

I miss Malaysia.

I miss the warm Matahari.

dah bosan kat sini.

Saya rindu bunyi ayam berkokok di subuh hari..
Saya rindu bunyi azan dari masjid
saya rindu dikelilingi orang2 Melayu.
Those familiar faces..

Setiap kali stalk Facebook kawan2 or junior2 dekat IPDA,
I'm jealous!
I think they're having more fun than us..
buat aktiviti dekat tasik, berkhemah, pergi sekolah2.
we don't have all that here.

me and my classmates..
it seems like we're miles and miles apart.
we only meet each other a few hours everyday, in class.
and we don't actually hve much time to chat.

I miss us.
I miss the time in IPDA.
I miss being with them everyday, doing fun stuff.
I miss everything. Don't know why.
I just feel like missing every 'little thing' I used to have.


this is not homesick. this is 'country'sick,lol.
I miss the whole Malaysia
and the memories I left there.

ironically, I'm deactivating Facebook cuz I need a rest from 'you'.

A Crush is just a Crush...♪┗ (･o･ ) ┓♪

One day, I went to Kens to eat with my friends. And suddenly our eyes caught on something. It was our seniors, also went there to have lunch. (Omg, of all the people.. why??). I don't really care but my friend.. is so 'overacting'...

This 'senior' is actually the one that I used to have a big crush on since I'm in IPDA. He's my TESL senior and my class is just next to him.. so I used to take a peep when walking past his class-and always found him sleeping (erk). Everyday I'll wait for him to go to toilets (since the toilets are besides my class) to catch a glimpse of him. I don't know why he'll go to toilets so many times a day until my friend (which is a male)  told me that he went there to smoke. oh, I thought he just have a 'diarrhea' everyday.

He got so many 'negatives qualities' on him but I still adore him, I thought he's so cool. I like the fact that he's different from others. I like it when he's gonna be a teacher one day, but he can't even stay awake in a class, lol.

And above all, I like him cause he's cute. That's all, it's all about 'the looks' for me. well, isn't that the reason why we fall in love with a singer, actor, idols? It's not true love, it's a 'crush'.

So, I actually was a bit excited to come to UK cause I know I'll meet him again here- Our seniors went to UK a year early than us- but as soon as I came here, I found out that he already has a GF, so yeah. Not really broken-hearten as I kinda have expected it. Even if he's single, I don't think I have a chance, and in fact, don't really hope for a chance...so, not a big deal for me.


...Ok, so we continue back to my story where I eat at Kens with my friends,, hehe.

So, I was with my friends and he was also there with his girlfriend. And my friend keep teasing me, saying stuff like,

" Hai, romantiknya diorang.. makan berdua.." ,
"Faiqah, jgn kecewa.. sabar2.. hehe" and ect, ect..
expecting me to be all sad and heart-broken.. oh, please.
I was so annoyed cuz all I wanna do is eat my chicken in peace. And I literally said to her, " I don't give a f***, ok." lol, when I'm annoyed, you can tell. I was so mad cuz what was she's trying to do? Make me jealous of someone who doesn't have anything to do with me? Dude, I have my own life, k..

So, my close friends will probably know who this senior is. Yeah, I used to have a crush on him, but that was during my 'stupid-naive-girl' years.. where I like messing around with people. (zaman kanak2 riang) Now.. not anymore. In fact, I kinda hate the way he behaves right now.. I would rather wish he and his gf just get married now, since they're umm..'ridiculously close'. Kawin je la, senior.. please, take responsibility of your gf. I'll respect you more for that.

So, I don't know why I feel like writing about this. Maybe I'm just getting tired of my friends teasing me about him when I am so not into him anymore. Yeah, once in a while, I still mentions him and joke about him, but that's just it.

Crush is like a paper, when you like it, you'll keep it, once you don't like it, you throw it into a dustbin. Crushes normally don't last, only real love do. 



ok, so that's the end of story of my 'ex-crush'.
Psst.. secret.. I'm in love with someone right now.
I don't think this is a 'crush' since I don't like him at first.(though he's cute and nice)
but now I do? This is not a crush I think, cuz crush works the other way round.
so, is this true then? jeng jeng jeng.. just wait and see.. hihi

taa~