Hey everyone wassup... I'll be leaving my room, my house and my city in a few hoursto join FUIYO 2011 (Fun with iLuvislam's Youth Overseas) ....this time they do it in Devon, somewhere in South West of UK. I've never been to the south, so I'm all excited.. =)
Me and my housemates has lots of places to go this Winter... Manchester, Scotland .. ermm..and...erm..well, I can only remember a few but yeay, I know we're going to a lot of places this winter....hehehe.
and I know we have a lot of assignments to submit this winter too... yeay... can I not do it? no I can't not do it.. =( I must do it. must do do do do...
So Bloggie dear, I'll leave you for like 4-5 days and have fun with my friends...hehe... hope you readers have fun this school holiday too...
Someone posted this link on Facebook and I'm quite excited because this vid tells in detail what happened in that concert.. and I was pretty shocked because I didnt know how extreme that concert actually is.. people crying, people fainting, people had to be carried out..I mean.. really? I was at that place too but I watched the show pretty peacefully,lol.
if you watched min 33-34 you can see my friends..;D
There are lots of cameras wondering around and I tried to avoid every single of them, cuz you know how many lectures I had to skip just for this.. so I really don't want any of my lecturers watch us on TV..hehe
Watching B2ST walking in the streets of London.. (yg ak dh pergi berbelas kali sejak dok UK)..makes me feel funny.
and yeah, K-pop is not a really big thing in UK. It's big but not as BIG as in Malaysia , that's why I can go to kpop concert in UK but never ever in Malaysia. Malas la kalau ramai2 sangat orang.. ok, peace!
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her skin clean and pretty. She can be easily allergy to cosmetic and
make up, but taken care of her face and avoid wrinkle is her hobby.
She is good at it and tend to look younger than her age.
She can be very naughty like a little boy, but yet fully 100% woman.
She looks nice in either Jeans or night gown. She thinks woman is
equal to man. Sometimes she can think faster than you, but she will
not leave you far behind. She will try not to make you feel like you
are competed or defeated in any games she plays with you even she is
She is a little flirt even she has no idea what she wants. She can
not decide what to do, and what not to do, so she can not set her
schedule very well in all cases.
She is gifted with how to dress, and how to match her dress. She
likes to dress in black and wear perfume. She likes a mild flowery
In any argument, she can really argue. She can argue for hours, and
mostly win the argument. If it is not a serious argument, she could
argue and once a while give you a smile also.
She always has a good reasons ,even she likes to contradict herself.
She can not decide what is right and wrong for her, because
everything has a good side and a bad side. She cares for other
people ,or what you feel as much as her own feeling.
She can adjust to her environment very well. If you ask her
for help or advice, she will help you except if she does not like your
guts. She can change you and make you think you change by yourself
without her influence.
She'll never interfere with your
privacy. She will not make you loose face in front of your friends.
Even she cares about how much money she has left in her bank
account, she will never forget to let you know how much she cares for
She think taken care of the house is a woman job and she can do it
well. But if you expect her to fear you, then you are
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innocent pairs of baby's looks and may loose you (let you win) in a
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confident and secure. Show her that you are a kind , polite and a
real gentleman. Be a slow hand or else you might get smack!
*Best description of me so far... even I cant explain myself that well...lol
prolly 80-90% are really a spot on!
I dont really believe in zodiac things but i think there could be any scientific explanation on how we can categorize human behavior and personality by looking on their zodiac.
I went to B2ST concert last Monday, yeah!^^. It has been almost a week, I know, but I've been busy lately and still should be busy now, but I really2 wanna put this story in my blog..hehe.
So, it all started when my friends found the tickets to United Cube concert in London, and they really wanna go even though both are actually a die-hard-fan of SS501. We actually planned to go to a bigger K-Pop concert in Paris, but after a second thought, Paris seems too far away to go -just to watch a concert... so we pick London, which is very very close to Portsmouth, ahhh I love Portsmouth for being really near to London, a place where everything fun happen^^.
......You know, I've sacrificed a LOT for this concert!
Tickets-which is quite pricey but then it's for 4 artist, B2ST, 4 Minute, G.NA, and Hyuna.. so, acceptable. Lectures- We all have to skip 2 lectures to go to the concert and the next day, I was so tired I couldn't wake up and accidentally skip 3 lectures more! Arghhhh~ dang you B2ST! We have to queue for around 2 hours outside in the super2 cold weather, I though my feet and my hands were about to crack opened, it was so cold!! After we got in, we have to wait for another hour before those people started singing, and the concert was around 2 hours, so we was standing for the total of 5/6 hours that night, super tired! As I've thought a concert would involved a lot of jumping and screaming (but I didn't do that, swear!), it's just people around me...I wish they could calm down and enjoy the concert politely without screaming like a 'banshee' and jumping like mad rabbits, I was so worried they would stepped on my feet and I would have to use lift for disabled to go to class tomorrow. After coming back from the concert, my back and my neck and my legs and my ears and my kidneys (Idk why) and basically everything hurts.
this is 4Minute? Yeah I think it is.
I'm not trying to be mean but these girls are...fat not as skinny as I thought they would be...
I guess it's all about clothes, lighting and camera angle that helps.
Trust me, they're not that skinny at all!!!
This is Hyuna? Idk.. I never listen to her songs anyway.
this is G.NA. I didn't know her before but she's nice and sings really well =)
B2ST! They put B2ST the last..lol
I noticed when it was time for B2ST to perform, the boys left the concert and the girls went to the front. lol, I think the boys can't stand the banshee screaming those crazy girls did..haha.
lol, Yusop... I was actually shocked how rooound his face is. I mean he's so skinny but his face is like a melon, hahaha. But he sings real good.
omg, I swear Dongwoon is really good looking even in real life.
His nose.. I can spot them from 100m far.lol, but he really is good lookin.
the closing show.. =(
So... it was fun, a worthwhile experience. And my friends are very2 happy, so that what makes me happy too =). I think I'll enjoy the concert more if I'm still into K-Pop. I think the only reason I wanna go is B2ST. I'm not a big fan but their songs are really beautiful-Fiction is really beautiful and well made.. I love it.
And I really had to give a thumb up to B2ST, they really work very hard and gave the best performance possible. It's not easy to sing 5/6 songs (?) continuously... it was super tired, even for me whose just watching. no wonder those boys are skinny like hell. :S
k, gotta back to work... bye, hv a fab day everybody.
This morning, I was checking my live traffic and I found this;
note what the 'last' person was searching for....
why on eaarth are you Google-ing "What I have to do if suddenly I got dump Faiqah???"
or is your teacher ask you to do a research paper about ME?
FYI, I don't even have a boyfriend... but even so, I've been dumped so many time.. (haha) by my 'too-many-too-count' fake boyfriendsss...
but if people really search on internet what "Faiqah will do if she got 'dumped' ", I think I should give an answer.
Search a sad love song on Youtube and cry. (saje cari background music utk ambik mood)
Search cute boys picture on Google Image just to tell my heart, "theres still too many cute boys out there, so be HAPPY!"
Play Zombie vs Plants.
Grab a guitar and practice a song.
But since all my love stories are just something made up for fun by me, I'm not all sad and dramatic... I'll get over it after... like 2,3 hours or so, and just move on with my life. And since I have a very limited memory, I forget things easily, so.. I'm all cool after that, haha.
P/s: Lately I was thinking about stalking and being stalked. Cuz I've been posting quite personal posts about my feelings and stuff, I thought it would be perfectly safe to write evrything on my blog. Now I have to rethink about that. I'm fine with anyone reading my blogs. I just don't wanna that 'one particular person' to read my blog.
I think I might need a new glasses soon... even though I just made a new one bfore coming back to UK, and I'm still using the same power since I'm 16! I thought the power wont increase anymore but now I'm not so sure ..wuuu.. this mybe due to not staring too much at trees or I'm staring too much at laptop screen or I think it's mainly because I dont have a good lighting in my room. They forgot to put a ceiling lamp in my bedroom (bad landlord) and all this time I just use a night lamp, and it's really not that bright enough.... I think the problem is my right eyes... I just realize this in Linda's class and I did an eye test while she's teaching....left eye, right eye, left, right, left, right and she must thought I was *wink *wink at her for some weird reason, lol.
Few weeks ago I ordered two contact lens and paid extra money for it but I don't mind cuz I need them quick, so I can wear them bfore going to Disneyland. And they did arrived two days later and I was so happy, but as soon as I opened the package,,,,, wtf?? One grey lens and one green lens, you think I wanna look like a 'crocodile' or something?? So I wrote to them nicely.... "yo people, you gave me the wrong stuff, how stupid can you be!!!???" nah... j.kidding... They asked me to take a pic of the lens, and I did. They asked me to wrap the package nicely and send it back, and I did. So due to their stupidity, I never got the chance to wear that contact lens to Disneyland, but it's okay, I'm not angry. Few days ago, they happily send me an email telling that I'm going to get my lens back, this time they've checked everything, and pretty damn sure I'm gonna be satisfied with them. yeah, yeah, bla bla .. I still can't forgive you for making me walk to the post office just to send back your stupid green lens. And today as soon as I got back from class, there's a package waiting for me at my door, and I was so happy, after going through all trouble I got to wear a nice lens tomorrow... and happily open the package and to my great astonishment.. there's only one freaking lens in it. omygod are youkidding me.........how stupid can this people be... I paid for two lens and they send me back just one lens, now Im going to have one grey eyes and one black eyes. Goodness, I have to write to them AGAIN. This thing is going nowhere.....ahhh, I'm so pissed off!!!!!! ok night everyone.
When you're a girl and you're 21 years old, all you like to think about are these 2Ks, Kahwin and Kurus.. well, yeah I'm exaggerating but whenever I'm around my friends they will always talk about getting married and getting skinny.... like ALWAYS.
Okay... so the second K-Kurus.. I like it when people start caring for their weight and appearance.. soon I'll be surrounded by beautiful people, lol... but really, if you wanna loose weight, just go for it! Everybody has the right to start dieting and get their desirable figures... I mean now with the image of skinnny SNSD around, people wanna loose weight like crazy... I watched their videos just now and all I see is a bunch of stick girls dancing . erm.. but still, skinny-stick-like girls are the today's trend... sooo yeah.
But dieting is like the hardest thing ever!
It's amazing if someone can go dieting continuously... I mean whenever I try to diet it will just last for like.. 2 hours...lol.
Okay, next K... Kahwin... you know I don't really like to talk much about this one. it's juz a waste of time... for me. Why would you want to get married early when you can only be single once?? It's the same thing as.... why do yo wanna grow up so fast when you can only be young once? I mean... when you married to someone, you're gonna stuck with that person for the rest of your life (hopefully) and it seems like a long long time, so you better enjoy your life as a single happy girl now, doing all the things you wanna do, free to fall in love with any cute boys out there.. hahaha.
But yeah I do jealous when he got a girlfriend now, or she got a boyfriend now...ahhh I want one too! I don't want a husband, I just want a boyfriend.. cuz I don't wanna carry so much responsibilities.. omg, this is so wrong, juz forget about it~ lol.
Sometimes I wish they sell cute boyfriends on e-Bay. I'll bid like crazy.
Yesterday was both crazzeey and sweet... ahhh.. where do I even begin?? Okay, First, I met Takeshi Oya again! In Park Building again! in the printing room, err.. again. Haha, now I know where to look for this guy,,, he must like printing out papers so much--I don't, I'll only print out papers in really really desperate situation..hehe. WOW, it's really rare to stumbled on someone --who isn't in any of your classes--, like 3 times! Park Building is so large and busy, btw. This is not a coincidence, we. are. sooo. meant. for. each. other, lol, jk.
And he was walking and I was walking, and he was mad tall and I was painfully short and you know that thing when two people wanna walk pass by each other and you got almost collide with one another cuz you go left and he goes left, and you go right and he goes right... ok, embarrassing, I know... but this ALWAYS happen to me!. I guess when you're so short you can't really tell which direction the other person wants to walk. Luckily, this only last for 3 seconds and at the end, I go left and he goes right but he said "Sorry" as he passed me by... omg!!!! He spoke to me (again)!ahhh... I shall remember this date forever, lol.
But I think he's not really in a good shape.. looks so messy yesterday, unshaven and messy hair... wait, was that really him or was it a totally diffrent person...? But same height and same Superdry clothes... that boy MUST be Takeshi Oya, cuz my heart says so...hahaha. Okay end of part ONE.
I have a crazy dream last night. I dreamed I went to some place with my friends. It looks like a school for some reason, and I went and I saw Yusop, yeah Yusop from Beast. haha, I don't even know why I dreamed about him, like seriously, I barely know him. It's not like I'm a fan or anything,,, pfftttt... but I might be after this cuz he's so nice and cute in real-life, I mean in my dream-life. And in my dream I wanna play guitar and ask him to sing a song for me, and he was like, "okay, alright, let's jam together! =D" and suddenly he said, "Omo, omo, I'm late! I'm late! I have to go to Narnia! See you laterr, byeee.... " What? What do you wanna do in Narnia?? And he said he wanna go audition for Edry KRU's company and I was like what?? Edry KRU? Are you kidding me ---is he in my dream too... And Yusop ran away and I followed him with my heavy guitar on my back, cuz I really want to hear him singing.. "oh no, you don't run away from me!" and I arrived at his room and to my surprise it's a hostel room filled with K-pop boys. What?? this doesn't make sense, I quit K-pop long time ago, lol. and I saw Dongwoon, also from Beast and he looks sorta jealous seeing me with Yusop. Hahaha, that's funny because I like Dongwoon best in Beast and well, I only know those two that's why the other members don't exist in my dream, lol.
So, that was a pretty short and pointless dream but because of Yusop and Dongwoon I woke up late for my Literature class, uwaaaa! I really don't wanna wake up... wanna keep dreaming.... at least until I got Yusop to sing to me, haha, okay I'll try again tonight. Nighty, nighty everyone...peace!
bye-bye I got to do the assignments ~
haaaa.... I can't believe these two dorks were actually in my dreams last night~~
I'm in the middle of assignments and load of works but I feel like wanna watch My Princess k-drama again. Well, it's not like me repeating the whole series all over again, since I only watched 3 episodes or so and stop. I kinda like the story , though it's typical.. mybe because the Autumn guy is in it? Yeah, mybe it's all about him..hehe. I'm in a mood for older and rich looking guy, I don't know why??? Maybe this is the effect of being a 21 years old..lol
I remember I stopped watching this drama because of the lead actress's freaking TEETH!
Her teeth is soo distracting! They're too shiny.. I swear you can see camera's reflection on her teeth, lol.
I really wanna do assignments but I really can't stop wasting time.
Now only I have time to open this blog... but I wasn't busy doing work or anything.. just busy relaxing, hehe.. ahh..to hell with the assignments...=P
So, me and my friends along with other Uni students went to Disneyland Paris last weekend. Woahh... the best best best weekend ever! I've been dreaming on this trip for like EVER! As I told you all before, I tried to prepare my best for the trip but things didn't went as I planned. My coat didn't arrived in time, my shoes didn't arrived in time, they got my contact lens wrong... but I still enjoy Disneyland to the fullest, yeah!
And I told everyone I wanna meet Peter Pan in Disneyland.. and I did found him. I'll make a special post for him later, haha.
So basically we just went to Paris, to Disneyland, broke our legs from walking, almost died after riding two roller coasters, ride a boat, ride a pirate ships, ride a (fake) horse, ride a spinning turtle, ride a toy car, sit on a spinning cup, went in a space ship, in a haunted house, meet Michael Jackson, watch Mickey and Donald on stage, meet Goofy, meet Pluto, meet Minnie, meet everyone in Peter Pan's stories, sleep in a circus hotel, and play, play and play. That's all we should do in Disneyland, play! =D
mmm... just wish next time I can go to Disneyland with evvvvvveryone I love,
"I was so depressed yesterday, I thought I'm becoming crazy. Hate everyone, wish I'm gone from everyone's life , and see if they even give a damn. I hate that person for avoiding me, hate that person for not smiling back at me, hate that person for not talking to me, hate that person for looking at me like am some kind of freak who couldnt speak and think at all. hate 'these' people. isolate me and pretend like im not there. hate me but didn't tell me what I did wrong. let me walk alone, don't even wanna look me in the eyes. Just realize though I'm standing in the crowd, I'm all alone. People just don't give a damn if you're stupid and useless.They'll use you and then forget all about you. I don't want a special treatment, just treat me like everyone else! I feel excluded all the time but honestly, nothing really interest me anymore. Went to school, went to every classes, but could understand nothing and people aren't bother to help either.
"Last night, no one's around. went down to the kitchen twice to find a knife. tried to cut my palm and a little on wrist but our stupid kitchen knife is so blunt, cant even cut through my skin -wtf? lol. I took a small one upstairs and hide it under my pillow just in case. didn't mean to kill myself just hoping to see some blood. it's a proof that I'm living. it's a proof that I can still feel something. Guess there's just so many problems, too little time to solve. I just wish people will stop caring, 'cause when they say they care, they don't mean it forever. And really, please don't care. I'm sick today but I'm going to be alright tomorrow."
Hi girls... today I want you to meet Steven William, just found him somewhere in the websites, lol..
i think he is so cute! hehe and he's actually an actor from Indonesia.. urghh... kinda jealous, Indonesia got so many cute actors! unlike Malaysia, come on Malaysia, you can do better! T-T.. i'm tired of waiting for some cute actors to pop out from Mlysia...huwaa~
He was born on 1993.... so that make him fall under the first category; underage. lalalala~ bye.
Aaahhh... don't you just hate it when things don't go according to your plan?? :(((
First, I've ordered contact lens online and even paid extra money to get it as earliest as possible..
and it did arrived 2,3 days later but as soon as I opened the box, wat da heck??
they send me one green lens and one grey lens... it is obviously two very different colors and designs! helloew!! God, you guys are color blind or what?~~ now I've to return it and wait for idk-how-many days to get the right one... I just hope they'll send me before this Friday, cuz I really wanna wear them for my Big Trip...
And yeah, as the preparation for my Big Trip, I've also bought a nice white coat on eBay (yg murah jer..hehe) but the seller haven't post it yet... =(. I've thinking to send her message to send it as quickly as possible cuz I wanna wear them on this Friday, but umm.. just read the delivery time is between 5-7 days.. waa.. I'm not sure if it can arrive before Friday~~~! omg, I've no idea what I should wear for my Big Trip T-T
And the worst of all, I fall sick.
When you fall sick, it just kinda slows down everything. I hate being sick!!!
I just realize that I will fall sick everytime Notts game started,, (just like last year, I had a really bad fever, I throw up twice. yeah, for me it was really bad cuz in Malaysia, no matter how sick I am, I would never throw up. But lucky this time it wasn't so bad, juz had a bit of flu and headache.)
sooo... I don't know what else to do, just hoping for the best I guess.
this is a really important trip for me.. I just wanna prepare my best~ ヽ( ´¬`)ノ
I was lookin for something to watch on DramaCrazy (yeah2, you know this uber famous website) and stumbled upon this interesting documentary,, it's called The Great Happiness Space: Tale of an Osaka Love Thief (2006) .. that's the real title, but on the webpage, it's written as 'Delete Me', idk why~
Soooo... basically the story is about urmm.. it's about... urm.. *uhuk male prostitute *uhuk.. yeah~ it's about 'Host Boys' in Japan... boys working in a club, serving drinks to girls~
This is a 'clean' movie, (no explicit contents at all, mind you) and it's not about giving tips on how to get girls or anything ...but it focus on how's life in big city like Tokyo really is. People have to do anything to get money, cuz in this world, money can buy anything, including love (The women work hard to get money just to go to this host club, cuz it's the only place where they can find temporary love, though it isn't a real one) I find it really depressing... and feels bad for some people in this story.
Then, a thought came crossing my mind.
Some of the boys working in the Host Club looks so attractive (well, they have too~ for their job)
and we can actually pay them to hang out with us!
idk, the idea seems to be .. ummm.. well, it seems to be.. tempting.. well, I mean..errr.. I didn't mean anything.. lol...urmm.. juz forget it.