Thursday, July 28, 2011

Sperm Bank.

I don't like babies. No, I like babies, but babies hate me, lol. Sometimes I get annoyed when people (especially girls) get all freak out when they see a cute baby. What's the big deal?? Everyone is cute when they're babies. But although I'm evil and I look like I like to eat babies but I still want to have kids to look after me, and give me money when I'm old. Quite a selfish thought, but it's partly true..hehe.

I have a friend in Netherlands and we always talk through emails. I told her that I want to have children (in the future) but don't think that I want to have husband. I was really joking, I didn't mean that, obviously. 

Then she told me it's possible 0-o. She herself was made that way. She told me that her mother wanted a child but did not want to get married, so she asked her male friend to donate sperm and after some process in the hospital, her mother got pregnant and give birth to her. Sometimes she feels sad that she doesn't have a 'normal' family, but at least she knows that her mom really wants her and is willing to go to that length to have her.

I told her that it's not weird or wrong at all for people to do that. p/s: I have to take care her feelings. Love have no boundaries. Technically, the man is still her father and at least she got to see him once in a while and know him. It's better than having a random donor as your father. But, still, I think it might be a little awkward 0_0~

Well, I know the right way for us, Muslim, is to go for adoption instead of to the sperm bank and withdraw some sperms. Imagine if..let's say, 20 couples went to the bank and get the same sperms (from one man), so wouldn't it be that all the babies born will be half sisters and half brothers?? But childless couple in foreign countries wouldn't mind using this method as long as they can have their own babies.

Well, some people need to pay a very high price to get children and we know that a child is God's precious gift to us.... So..yeah. I really don't know any nice or perfect words to wrap up this entry.. this is pretty random =_='

k, take care^^

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Life is sweet... with little bits of sour and bitter and everything!

Omg, can't believe I'm currently lying around my house, doing nothing.. it's feel as if yesterday I was walking in the streets of UK.. and now, I'm back in Malaysia! It still feels like dream.. maybe because I've been dreaming about home too many times..haha

I don't know what am I going to do in this three months time. Working? Relaxing? Studying? erkk..

And yep, it's hard to believe but I started to miss UK already..what? honestly the only thing that I miss is the 17 degree Celsius weather.

I am a bit guilty for leaving my blog behind eversince I went back home,, though when I'm alone in my room in UK, this blog keeps me occupied. But I seriously have nothing to tell, my life is quite in a .. 'pause mode' for the moment. Nothing exciting happens. Guess you can say my life currently is really dull and boring but I like it that way^^. Just having time to spend with family at home is good enough for me, I don't need some reckless adventure at the moment, lol

And also because I'm using my sister's laptop for internet, well, you know when you're using somebody else's laptop, it kinda limits the things that you could do, if ya' get what I mean.

I've beeen watching too much anime, too much dramas and too much youtube till I got really fat. Ouch, just scratch the 'fat' word.. just forget that I ever call myself fat. (- . -")

Ahhh....I miss my friends but I'm too lazy to go online. I hope they'll understand ^-^

I'll try to write as often as I can, just for the sake of filling in the posts for July, August, September.. but, I doubt I would =P.


I notice there are too many sad posts from my friends on Facebook, Blogs ect, ect.. =(
All I can say is, this life is not perfect, it can't never be, for we are human. But it's the ONLY life that we have, so make the most out of it, don't waste it for stupid things. Let the past go, we don't live for it anymore, we live for this moment, and we live for the future.
errrr.. I hope this sentences make sense.. k, see ya!

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